My results are not up to my aim/expectation! Today yet another assignment had failed me or rather I failed the assignment???! Some people may be wondering why am I still upset even though the mark wasn’t that bad…after all it’s still a second upper class result. But it’s just not my aim/expectation!
Did I put in effort? YES
Sufficient time spend? YES
Any extra readings? YES
Was it a Last minute work? NO
But others still score better when their Effort?: erm…so so, time spend?: very little, extra readings?: probably, okay. last minute work?: Definitely. I know I shouldn’t compare myself with the others; it makes me angry and sad… Having them around make me questioned myself more! The million dollar question: “Am I really that stupid?”
Even though my average marks is not far from first class (yes, classes might not be important in the working world but im hopping to do my best!). But I felt its just so near yet so far!
I’m not putting much hope on it, not to say im giving up but I don’t want to experience another fall without a parachute!
Oh yea, my level of depression is 68% based on http://www.blogthings.com/areyoudepressedquiz/
*not as serious as mr. ivan hoho!:P